i hate when i lose my confidence.
i hate it when i change around someone for a reason i know but refuse to accept.
i'm fine.
you're nothing to me.
nothing.
then i shouldn't be stuttering
or blushing
or getting nervous.
don't get into a mess.
man up.
be who you are, don't let emotions get to your head.

i'm going to stay single.
i am going to stay single.
i will not like anyone.
i will not give into my emotions.
i will not let anyone into my heart.
i will resist.
it's the best thing for me.